Aum Sivaya Kartikeya. Many blessings to you as you serve God ,Gods and Guru.You are in the Right place at the right time.We look forward to hearing more about your experiences as the time goes by. Aum Shanti
In our teachings we're both monistic and theistic. In the beliefs of Saivism the idea of the three worlds is the basis and key to understanding temple worship, theism. The inner worlds are there to help you. The essence of the soul is already the same as the essence of God Siva, monism. You just have to find it.