Ashtalakshmi - SantanaLakshmi

Santana Lakshmi is one of the Ashtalakshmi, eight secondary forms of Lakshmi, who preside over eight sources of wealth.

Image of Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami
But you must remember that even the greatest souls have had nightmares, confusions, heartbreaks, disappointments, losses, desires that have been unfulfilled and experiences that they have not been able to cognize.
—Gurudeva